04.30.03 » oh god..
04.30.03 » so amanda peet and John Hawkes are both terribly hot in the movie Identity. Apparently, John Hawkes is hot in general. 04.29.03 » my dad's been working on my computer ALL DAY long.. it was going so slow that it took me minutes to do something that should take 2 seconds.. I guess I had 16 critical mirosoft updates to install.. plus over 500 spyware things installed on my computer to delete.. Yea, lots of bullshit slowing me down. I defragged it last night and it didn't do much at all. So for now i'm on my mother's computer with dial-up, that's why i haven't been around. I got my mouse today. 04.28.03 » i saw like 2 seconds of a (new?) madonna video tonight, and she was wearing the hottest cop out fit ever. i think i heard something in the song about the American Dream, so my saying this may be very blasphemous, but I don't care. I still want it to run around and play sex games in. hah hah hah. 04.28.03 » Tomorrow I'm buying a fancy mouse to have as a pet because i was in the pet store the other day and fell completely in love. they are very little - see more pictures. i'm buying him/her a nice little house and an exercise wheel and a ball to run around in and all that fun stuff. it's house will be in my room and maybe i'll mention it's existence to my parents after a month or so. very excited <3 plus mark came to visit me at work today and i talked about my future mice pets for like THE ENTIRE HOUR that he was there. also, i was drawing pictures of them on magnadoodle. 04.28.03 » that's interesting huh... I'M 69.5% X-rated. HOW HORNY ARE YOU? 04.28.03 » i've officially decided the only thing i really want to do.. i mean, if at any time you asked me what i'd rather be doing if i could be doing ANYTHING, this would have to be the answer... Is to go rollerskating for many hours listening to only Le Tigre songs. So maybe I should rent out a rink for an afternoon and have a party.. would anyone actually come? 04.25.03 » p.s. working on a new layout for the page, but it's gonna be different.. i don't know how long it will take. plus i do not have all the time in the world. 04.25.03 » NEW MP3: "Lazy Days" by Leona Naess. It's kinda boring at the beginning, though I like it to chill out to-- It's the end "Wide-eyed and stupid.." etc that i looove. reminds me of falling. in love. 04.25.03 » did ya see my collage?? didjadidjadidja?? 04.24.03 » yesterday i bought a really fabulous book at michaels for only $1.04 (including tax). it's a kid's board book called A Shell For Seahorse. it's so great you can't imagine. glittery too. 04.24.03 » biggie50187: can u learn how to spell liek just a little bit so i know waht yer saying 04.24.03 » i like. want the monroe piercing. but i don't even like it. what the hell. shut me up. btw 04.24.03 » HOT. orlando looks pretty good too :P 04.23.03 » yeah. needless to say, i'm pretty fucking PISSED at what's going on with tairrie. but you know what else? it's a comfort because i also get random people strolling along and insulting me or taking things out of perspective etc.... I think it's a good thing to have controversy.. it means at least you're saying something (of course tairrie's isn't even that.. it's just someone who was a moron) .. I'm sure that people who sit around saying "blah blah blah i went to my friends house k bye" don't get mean guestbook signings because people are too bored to bother. When people get angry about something i've said, at least i know they're listening. Damn straight. bring it. haha. 04.23.03 » i am not exactly excited about the messages i have been receiving at my faceparty profile. is there a way to turn this shit off? biglad2: How foxy do you wanna be!!!!??? Well you are about as foxy as they come,to be honest. Anyway if you wanna have a chat then plz get back to me. however as sad as it might be for me if you dont want to have a chat forget this mesg BUT You are still gunna be a FOX!!! Si xxx hdemonic: my wife and i are looking for a bifem for some fun if interested email us at (removed)@hotmail.com mrnashuanhusa: Kisses to a beautiful one!. I am a married 45 year old…shhh it happens, horny guy. I say this upfront so that if you are not interested, well, pardon my intrusion. However, if otherwise, well, I am discrete, I am not fat, I am not bald, I am not grey…lol, if you give me your email address I’ll send you pictures of me. I am straight, don’t do guys, don’t do anal…lol…and I have a 9by2-1/2 incher! You can be a bi gal, no prob or offense either way. Well, if interested, do contact me and we can at least get acquainted by email/s. Keep your love/er/ers…lol…I will not interfere with anything in your life, loves, school, family, work ..etc. ….and here is ahottie story for you …EMAIL ME SOON ….SEND PICS OF YOUR LOVLEY SELF.AND I’LL SEND MINE,. SEND NUDIES OF YOUR LOVELY SELF AND I’LL SEND MINE…. So,,..one of our notel motels is by the ocean (altantic..lol). We are on the top floor (of 3 or 4 floors…lol)..one of those hotels right on the beach in new Hampshire. You are on the balcony enjoying the view and the lovely fresh ocean air. I am walking up behind you enjoying the view too…as you are naked..and no one can see you from here, there is only 2 balconies near us, 1 on each side..and no one is there. All other views are obscured, no one can even see your boobs. And you, you look marvelous, standing there, hair blowing in the wind…lovely buns and I’m getting a hardon just looking at you. I reach you, put my arms around you from behind, you keep looking out to see and my hands seek out your... [[IT GOES ON FROM HERE BUT TRUST THAT YOU DON'T WANT TO HEAR IT.]] Plus MrNashua guy left me Another message, this time with a DIFFERENT pornographic story about when he LOST HIS VIRGINITY AT AGE 9 TO THE 15 YR OLD BABYSITTER. no need for me to even bother commenting further.... Oh, but iluvtrouble did leave me this, which i enjoyed: "hmmmm...you dont look to agitated to me." :D 04.23.03 » droool 04.23.03 » i am a seahorse: i have an uncle that calls everyobody "roy" 04.22.03 » (in case you were wondering why, her sister & bf want all memorials etc down. and there were a lot. mine have been privatized.) 04.21.03 » at my soundclick page, which is my page of my music etc, i sort of redid it. which means, i deleted everything, and re-uploaded everything including lyrics and more more more songs. 04.21.03 » did you ever really know what 420 meant? 04.21.03 » love you 04.18.03 » i updated the main entry at my livejournal that people not on my friends list see... (if you are on my list, you'd need to log out in order to see it, but it's not a big deal so you wouldn't need to bother). 04.17.03 » kamikaze hearts show tomorrow night at the java hut!! and i know someone who is excited to see wee-snaw, as demonstrated below in conversational tidbits: speaks in jazz: i'll probably be there kind of early 04.17.03 » i took more surveys for some reason.. i have a lot of time on my hands tonight, but that's okay, completely voluntary, i'm glad... 04.17.03 » oops just realized i wrote about the new mp3 but never actually changed the link.. it's up now. 04.16.03 » NEW MP3 ! !! Discotraxxx by Ladytron. so fun. download it. now. come onnn. 04.16.03 » can somebody tell me why "abbie" and "emily" are signing guestbooks with the same messages? or i guess only these two.. tried to find others, but to no avail, i got sick of looking at guestbooks.... Not my issue anyway, just thought it was strange. 04.15.03 » so i got a site at brinkster, where i hope to upload mp3s soon .. mainly tairrie b ones (solo, manhole, tura satana, my ruin) 04.15.03 » cd collection updated (click CDs under second drop-down). 04.15.03 » and to go along with that, the layout archive has been updated. it's really annoying that some of the older entries still don't load with the new layout. which isn't even new anymore. 04.15.03 » and to go along with that, the layout archive has been updated. it's really annoying that some of the older entries still don't load with the new layout. which isn't even new anymore. 04.15.03 » i made another layout, for ashley! it was fun. 04.14.03 » i hate to admit it, but... i think that i can reeally relate to tlc's song Damaged. 04.14.03 » i have never had so much self confidence in my own boobs until i observed some of the heinous ones at ratemyrack. like DUDE. now let us never speak of this again. 04.14.03 » i made a layout for tori!! 04.13.03 » prettyboy. 04.13.03 » some updates at the webpage. 04.12.03 » i am now on faceparty!! (i had to join to make a profile for ruinyourlife.com) 04.12.03 » COMING SOON... be excited. 04.12.03 » i enjoy this diary as well. 04.09.03 » new layout and i personally like it. i have so many things i always want on my menu. but i get really sick of complicated layouts. i like diaries more simple but i always have too much to include.. so okay. this works for now. 04.09.03 » new mp3: konstantine by something corporate. i used to be absolutely obsessed with this song. it's 9 minutes long but still i listened to it so many times that i really had to stop for a few months. i mean. it's impossible to really explain just how many times i listened to this song. but i listened to it again the other day .. and it still means just as much. download. 04.09.03 » i enjoy this diary. 04.09.03 » and as the time gets closer, i will take this opportunity to once again pimp out THIS SHOW: the kamikaze hearts at the java hut on april 18th. me and the ho'z will be there at 4:00 to claim the couch... Plus there will be maximum seahorse attacks cause he loves it. especially while he's performing, i suspect. gogogogo. 04.09.03 » don't forget to read the screen names. 04.09.03 » oh look i did another survey and i was half dead at the time. 04.09.03 » someone got to my diary through a google search for "plath, teasdale, and sexton" and that makes me very happy because they're my three favorites right beneath ms. dorothy parker. someone else got here through old chicks with short skirts. 04.09.03 » to the ABOUTME page i added a list of past/present screen names. it's pretty amusing if i do say so myself. 04.08.03 » so i posted that list of things people had searched my diary for... and now i got a bunch more searches for the same things! why did you have to see the results! what are you looking for! ah! 04.07.03 » UPDATED lots. more links, a whole new section about me, etc. i know that if i was a "good" designer or internet person in general then i'd have a new layout up there already because that one's been there probably like 2 months now, ...but i really like it so i don't feel changing it for a while yet. i mean it's probably my favorite layout i've ever made, and it's layout #31 for godsakes. GO. 04.06.03 » MY HOMESTAR TEE-SHIRT! 04.06.03 » got a hit for this search.. uhm. 04.06.03 » the profile 04.06.03 » if you are on friendster.com, well so am i now so find me ( search for email address: fallen skyward @ hotmail . com ). there are lots of pictures in my profile. yup. i don't know how to link directly to my profile yet though. 04.06.03 » to mystery person that sent me the email about Soul-mates, i thoroughly enjoyed it. 04.05.03 » a naturally happy person???? 04.04.03 » JEALOUS 04.04.03 » who discussed homestar runner with her manager half the day at work? i did i did. 04.04.03 » LJ ICON FOR RENEE! (from here & here). 04.03.03 » NEW MP3! and it is an AWESOME one. EIGHTIES. heart and soul by t'pau, from 1987. good fucking song, don't try to tell me differently. 04.03.03 » josh got a flat tire on 495 so we can't go out til 10 now so in the meantime i got caught up making H*R livejournal icons. enjoy them. 04.02.03 » C.A.G.E.D 04.02.03 » 04.02.03 » don't fucking use my diary to search for "why would i be doing this to my arm". fucking ignorant uneducated pricks, ASK ME IF YOU WANT TO UNDERSTAND A LITTLE FUCKING BETTER. 04.02.03 » and for those who know about jim, the owner of the store where i work, and how much i dislike working with him etc etc... HE'S MOVING TO OHIO! now we just pray the store doesn't close. 04.01.03 » new userinfo and cleaning out of the friends list.
(but yeah buddy, you should talk! love.)
i am a seahorse: "hey roy"
i am a seahorse: even me
biggie50187: really?
i am a seahorse: yah
i am a seahorse: and little kids
i am a seahorse: and my grandma
i am a seahorse: all "roy"
biggie50187: that's the best thing i've ever heard
i am a seahorse: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
i am a seahorse: YOU DO IT NOW
biggie50187: yes!
biggie50187: hey roy
biggie50187: is roy a really person though
i am a seahorse: NO
biggie50187: hahahahhahah
speaks in jazz: just "chillin."
Heartstack: with a seahorse?
speaks in jazz: YES
not for public usage: made for lydia: kelseygramma23, from here (hover over "characters").
mine: tgs! (from here). i drove (from here)
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