08.30.02 » new layout!

08.26.02 » MUST... HAVE... framed in my room.

08.25.02 » cheekin is now public.. so go post an entry of randomness.

08.25.02 » wanting even more...

08.25.02 » wanting...

08.25.02 » oh yeah well at least now there is something back up at agitated.dot.nu

08.25.02 » obviously i have a pretty new matching layout here in the weblog.. but i guess you know that if you are actually reading this. which i sort of doubt anybody is. oh well i will keep updating it, for my own records.. or something.

08.25.02 » i want this outfit.

08.24.02 » new layout, featuring the cover of the album zerospace by the kidneythieves.

08.19.02 » good news.. webcam pictures can now be taken ALL THE TIME with much more EASINESS! but i promise i'll try not to become a webcam whore. though i may be one already? see

08.18.02 » i added more stuff to the "ABOUT THE GIRL" section.. the "EXTRAS" section at the bottom. all stuff you've probably seen before, but go anyway.

08.17.02 » here is a description of the thursday show i didn't go to but should have. this is why i must be at the next one:
Then came Thursday. Hell yeah. The crowd was moving before the first note was even played, and so when the band opened with the brief and eerie instrumental "AOOO1" and then ripped into "Understanding in a Car Crash," things got really intense, or "crazy go nuts" as my pal Bucko described it. Songs were taken largely from the band's excellent and most recent effort, Full Collapse, but the set also included two numbers ("Porcelain," "This Side of Brightness") from the band's debut, Waiting. Members of the crowd were surfing on each other, pumping their fists in the air, and screaming along. Lead singer Geoff Rickly played to the crowd nicely, entangling himself in his microphone cord, flailing wildly about, and holding the microphone out for the crowd to scream the layered backup vocals. Objects flew through the air, and stage diving remained popular, but things got truly chaotic for the closer, "Cross out the Eyes." It ended up being the first live performance I have seen in a while that actually sent shivers down my spine. It could have been fear for my safety from the raw intensity that was in the air, or it could have been just plain musical enjoyment, but I think it was a little bit of both.
from here.

08.15.02 » make sure you check the new layout of the popup windows too. yeah. it's sweet. now i just have to fix this one..

08.14.02 » yea so here's another problem. the lyrics of concealer are supposedly : "so put me back in the place where you used to keep your heart", but if you listen to the actual song he definitely says "where you STILL keep your heart". so i better not hear it from anybody. woo.

08.14.02 » yes i still have to change the layouts of the pop up windows ( weblog etc), to match the new layout.. yeah. i'll do it soon.

08.14.02 » maybe you have to be listening to thursday at the same time in order to actually enjoy this layout. it is exceptionally rare for me to use a picture of a MALE in my layouts, but here we go. it's actually my second thursday layout, but i never took a screen shot of the first one to add to my archive. oh well. i think i'll probably hate it soon. bleh.

08.14.02 » and then you clicked this link

08.14.02 » i'm going to make another new layout soon. as much as i love the current one, i think it is just too busy for a diary. a diary should be about the words i guess, and not the layout.... so i am going to make a more plain one, but it will be pretty.. yeah yeah

08.08.02 » i'm getting bad again at my [non]speed of replying to emails.. err i need more time to sit at this computer for more than 1 minute at a time. all i ever do is randomly update the journal, which takes approx THIRTY SECONDS and then walk away and continue my day. i have a lot of saved mails, but yes i will be replying to them, worry not.

08.08.02 » i miss red. i miss redjacket.dot.nu.

08.07.02 » I HOPE TO GOD THIS IS A JOKE

08.05.02 » i'm sorry do i post too many pictures? i think i post too many pictures.

08.05.02 » okay, now i am in love with N.A.P. french rap. if anything, listen to au revior a jamais.

08.05.02 » i saw signs. then i read about this. i am beyond intrigued.

08.05.02 » SOMETHING CORPORATE. AT THE PALLADIUM IN WORCESTER MASS. NOVEMBER 1ST. (with some other crap pop bands.. new found glory/further seems forever/blahblahblah)

08.04.02 » funny

08.04.02 » p.s. i think you definitely need 1024x768 resolution to see it properly. i've given up on 800x600, so if you still have it.. get a new monitor :P

08.04.02 » and... another new layout. you're probably getting sick of this. i really liked it as i made it.. i was getting tinglies up my spine thinking it was coming out the way i planned. but now that it's up.. ermm it doesn't look as good as i thought. it seems too cluttered. even if that was what i was going for. but i put a lot of freaking effort into it, as i assume you can see, so i will leave it up.

08.01.02 » mark on my webpage: "is that her page??? awww fuck, tell her im gonna steal her brain so i can know html that well, tell her she's as good as dead, unless she tells me all her secrets" "um.... tell her she's dead, im taking her brain, hooking it up to electrodes adn learning from it" heheeee.. yay for lauren's html skills.