12.24.04 » yes this looks different. yes it looks a million times better. also different (UPDATED) is the poetry/lyrics section. (click grafitti). new colors, re-organized, and new poems. usually i like to make a new layout for a site and then upload the entire thing at once, but this time i am just going to upload as i go along because i am so sick of it being the same old same old... But i will probably save the main page for last. Also, sage francis MP3. one of the most amazing songs ever.

12.20.04 » you need to go right now and listen to ONE LAST CIGARETTE. favorite song ever.

12.15.04 » ...and then i laid eyes on one of the singular most attractive attractive people ever.

12.14.04 » sooo.. go HERE and download the two mp3s because i am going to change them soon (i.e. tomorrow).

12.13.04 » oh my god, remember James and the Giant Peach? best ever.

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12.11.04 » WISHLIST
WISHLIST
WISHLIST
(i actually had to compile this for my mother and aunt, that's why it's so specific)

12.11.04 » bitch magazine:
But one major way in which Suicide Girls are not that different from their Playboy counterparts is that despite their tattoos, hair coloring, and creative piercings, they fall neatly within the confines of mainstream beauty standards. Imagine giving the varsity cheerleading squad makeovers at Hot Topic, and you wouldn’t be too far off. Most of the models here (and on other indie-porn sites, too) are thin, white, and traditionally beautiful. Fat girls—hell, even average plump girls—aren’t Suicide Girls, and with only a couple of exceptions, neither are girls of color. It’s not that punk and indie scenes are devoid of these women, so their apparent exclusion from the site suggests that Suicide Girls and others aren’t seeing the alternatives in “alternative.” There’s a certain kind of hypocrisy in a site that pats itself on the back for being “different,” yet seems to equate that only with being different from others featuring blond Pamela Anderson manquŽs, a fact that Spooky himself admits in a recent issue of Punk Planet: “There is an idea of beauty that is just Western media, and it permeates how we choose girls as well. And that’s where we may be failing.”

12.11.04 » my CHRISTMAS WISHLIST is online now... although the only thing i really want is a fucking paid account again for diaryland.

12.11.04 » eric is sick of looking at the butterfly so at least now i am being kicked in the butt to finish with the new layout and what have yous. seriously.. soon. ish. like after christmas? we hope?