03.27.02 » ok i need opinions. tonight i was going to just delete this whole page so that i only use my journal from now on, but someone gave me hell for it and told me to keep it... if i did delete it, i would add the about me, poetry/songs, and links to my journal... i just think it's too much to update. i don't really have anything else to add to this webpage, so once someone has read through everything once there is really no reason to go back except for my journal, which i update ever 10 minutes or so.. haha... so please, tell me. if i don't get enough replies to this then i'm just going to assume no one's reading and i'm going to delete it. i just think it would be easier, yes? revamped guestbook.
03.27.02 » i promise promise promise to go through all of my email and reply, very very very soon. maybe even later on tonight, and if not then tomorrow. sorry everyone. 03.22.02 » kerri has a diary now, html done by yours-truly.. so go visit it now. quick- before she puts a password on it. 03.20.02 » josh has a diary now... 03.20.02 » make sure you visit cheekin, the communal diary. if you want the password then you ask and i give it to you and then you write whatever you want in it. but i'm pretty sure no one will be asking, since nobody has any clue what the hell we're ever talking about... 03.19.02 » i dunno... i felt like updating something, but i don't have much to say. 03.19.02 » i finally got around to doing the html for lydia's diary today, and it looks lovely. but i don't take credit for the picture - that was all her doing, of the window in her dorm room, which she made in PAINT. cause she's a crafty motherfucker and that's why renee and i are so jealous of her. anyway, make sure you visit her because her writing's fabulous, and leave her some kind guestbook signings. 03.15.02 » another email address...... xxxx@lauren.net 03.14.02 » redid the poetry section. looks different (a lot plainer), but i added some more older poems. read. READ. and lydia has a diary now, it's fabulous. but it will look better next week after i get a chance to html it to beauty. 03.13.02 » 5 years 6 months later.... 03.09.02 » new layout. did you expect anything less than tairrie b? trashy as usual.. i love it. 03.08.02 » yeah, i'm definitely going to make a new layout because too many people are seeing H's instead of stars. I'm working on it, hopefully it'll be up soon. Do people even come here anymore and read this or look at my site? I tend to think people only go to my journals.. I was going to make new layouts for the poetry/song lyric sections, but is it even worth it?? 03.06.02 » i counted my poems today. here is a break down of how many i wrote per year -- 2002 - 3 and if you add that up, you'll get a grand total of 1282. 03.04.02 » okay.. here's the deal with navigation. there should be stars up there to the left that you can click on. but you have to have the font monotype sorts on your computer, or else you will just see H's (like biggie). yea.. let me know what you see, so that if too many people are seeing H's, i can change it. thanks. 03.04.02 » i couldn't help it.. i made the new layout tonight, and i had to put it up. i probably should have waited, but i couldn't resist.. i like it a lot, and a lot better than the last one. but i have things to fix and add... plus i'm going to create new layouts for the poetry and lyrics sections. so yeah. for now.. here you go. make sure you visit biggie's page. 03.04.02 » auntie lauren is very proud of big e's new webpage. 03.04.02 » why the fuck is there nothing on my visual page. 03.04.02 » sorry, i can't help myself - i'm already starting a new layout, featuring aimee echo. thank you to everyone who sent me messages/emails. i'm glad some people actually care. 03.03.02 » yeah. i'm really starting to think i should just give up on all of this. i don't think people even come here anymore. and people are losing interest in my diaries.. no one is commenting or signing the guestbook at all. that's okay and all, but i don't really need to put in the effort if it's going unnoticed. so do me a favor and let me know if you ever actually come here? if you actually read or care about anything i have to say? 03.02.02 » somebody bring me to the rainforest cafe again. veggie rain sticks are desperately needed. 03.02.02 » the thing about this layout is that you really can't look at it in anything except internet explorer. i haven't even attempted netscape because i'm sure it would be a joke. and in aol, it is blurry as hell and you can see or read it. but it's kind of plain anyway. it probably won't last long.. but i needed a change from the last one. yea.. i definitely need another tairrie one. they are the ones that have made me happiest so far. and the navigation buttons are actually mouseovers... an x appears in the box when you put your mouse over it... except for some reason it's taking a long time every time. i'm annoyed. and i have a headache. gross. 03.02.02 » yea. i uploaded the new layout, but i have not yet gone through and looked for glitches cause i'm going to the mall with big e soon! but yea, you get the point. i did away with the cursors for this layout... just felt like it. bif naked.. yea she's fabulous as we know. i'm sure i have more to say, but i'll say it later. 03.01.02 » by the way. just because jeremy says i smell bad, doesn't mean i do. so stop avoiding me and just sign my damn guestbook. or you can wait for my new layout to be up, if you want, but i will be expecting some serious signage then. thanks. and while we're on the subject of jeremy, i would just like to announce that i WILL win the profile war. neh neh neh.. i always have the last word. 03.01.02 » today was national self-injury awareness day, and i'm repeating that just to make you AWARE. my new layout is going to up soon. psht.. i have nothing better to do tonight, do i?
and guess what. i still don't reply to emails! i have so fucking many waiting for me to read and answer them.. but i am too lazy... i'm sorry, i will get on top of it.
j: well that's good cause i was beginning to think you were not kidding about that whole mental retardation thing earlier
beautifulxflower: i know
beautifulxflower: me too
beautifulxflower: low intelligence
beautifulxflower: inability to caare for oneself
j: that's really funny
beautifulxflower: that's what i have though
j: no it isn't
j: otherwise you wouldn't care about underwear so much
beautifulxflower: true dat
beautifulxflower: hahahahahaha
beautifulxflower: underwear <3
beautifulxflower: it's all i care about really
j: i know...i think it's becoming a problem
beautifulxflower: do you really? because it might be
j: yes, i think it's destroying your freindships
beautifulxflower: i know... all I want to think about is buying new pairs of underwear.
oh yeah, i guess i do still have a page of my own to update... i thought nobody came here anymore, that they only go to my journals, so i cut down on everything, so now i have nothing really worthy of updating until i write a new poem or song or whatever... but i am currently working on the song section... redoing it to look like the current poetry section... and i'm sure you don't care because i'm sure you haven't read any of it anyway... and that's okay... because i am too tired to care...
and why is the time time in my livejournal always wrong... it says i posted at 9:10 p.m., and i was definitely in my room at that time. with big e. watching wrestling. yes.. wrestling, cause i need to learn some moves so i can use them on him. *takes a handful of sleeping pills and passes out with exhaustion*
in case anybody cares, i have a new layout coming. it's not as flashy as the last few... and this time i am actually going to find the links to all the cliques etc that i've joined. i still haven't gotten everything back since the fucking virus in january, so it's a big pain in the ass, but i'm determined to get all the links up. just give me some time if you're a ring owner. thanks.
time to go die of a headache.
2001 - 69
2000 - 188
1999 - 454
1998 - 341
1997 - 143
1995/6 - 84
the new layout may have tairrie b instead, because i found like 100 more pictures of her tonight. you'll just have to wait and see.
i think i look like a man.