03.31.03 » p.s. my fabulous drawing of homestar runner is hanging on the bulletin board at the java hut. FOREVER.
03.31.03 » you should want to be at this show on april 18. i will pimp it out more and more as the time gets closer. 03.31.03 » COME. BACK. (please?) 03.31.03 » NOT FRIENDS ANYMORE: 03.31.03 » dear "sheeley" from ip address 24.91.62.188: DON'T SIGN MY GUESTBOOK WITH PORN. 03.31.03 » i scored 85% on the How Much of a Masshole are you? quizie. 03.31.03 » from the good girl. dedicated to my ho'z. 03.30.03 » like whoa i posted in a community. 03.29.03 » new mp3: It Doesn't Matter, by Alison Krauss. I've been listening to it repeatedly which is never a good sign, but anyway if you never download any of my mp3s (which i kinda really hope people do but i have no way of knowing), DOWNLOAD THIS ONE. i guess it's from something to do with buffy the vampire slayer, but.. i never watched that in my life so i don't associate it at all. 03.29.03 » i just wrote a private entry that really sort of captured the whole of it.. i should make that shit public.. but i won't. 03.28.03 » FUCK my diary (SOMEHOW??) getting hits from here and here. i'm so confused how that's on my stats page since i'm not linked from those pages.. even more disgusted cuz. uhm. i really dont' want to be associated with that stick bug creature thing. 03.27.03 » updated. 03.27.03 » sorry andy.. updated. i never even took a screen cap. 03.27.03 » 03.27.03 » happy birthday to aimee echo <3 03.26.03 » big news. my seahorse is currently in the hands of another, for temporary safe-keeping. jonathan. you be nice. or i'll post yr senior picture. in more places all over the internet. wee-snaw. 03.26.03 » you watch this and then play this. obsessively, if you are like me. 03.26.03 » i put up a new mp3 - fire on the side by y kant tori read. blah blah, download it from where it says "MP3" on that little menu beneath the entries. and then figure it out. 03.26.03 » in response to my seahorse screen name? 03.25.03 » i don't feel like changing my guestbook layout to match my journal yet. i just don't. 03.25.03 » MY LIFE IS OVERRR 03.25.03 » can't..stop..linking 03.25.03 » homestar gets sassy..the page cannot be displayed! 03.25.03 » sums up my entire existence. 03.25.03 » jon wolf have you been searching my diary for yer own name? cuz.. someone has been. 03.24.03 » well my life is officially over. DOWNLOAD THE SONGS. 03.24.03 » i don't like that i always make layouts with famous people. 03.24.03 » no, SERIOUSLY.. 03.24.03 » seriously, i update too much. constantly scribbling crap here and there to make it stop jamming up my head, and then i end up adding 20 entries at once. diaryland is my sweet sickness. 03.23.03 » i. have. never. been. so. amused. in. my. life. 03.23.03 » i confess to being excited about linkin park's new album. now shut up. 03.23.03 » i locked like 10 entries or something tonight 'cos.. well you know how it is when someone could read something and recognize that it's about himself.. 03.23.03 » love 03.22.03 » i updated everything. including the layout for the layout archive (it looked ugly cos every time i tried to fix it, diaryland was down for non-gold members, and the guestbook of the self injury site, because when i made the new layout soo many months ago, i apparently forgot to enable the form to actually SIGN the guestbook. yes. lots of fun stuff.. now to just take down the poetry site and make a new archive page right in this diary..then it'll be much easier to keep track. 03.22.03 » MULTIPLE ORGASMS AT THE LINE-UP OF THE BLACK TOUR. 03.22.03 » i did the most annoying thing in the universe tonight.. which was to go back almost 50 entries, editing every single one without making any changes, just so they'd show up. since the server move at diaryland, tons of entries just lead you back to diaryland.com or have the old layout or some bullshit. really annoying. can't my entire diary please just be accessible. 03.22.03 » new mp3. yeah. download it now. snakeriverconspiracy-homicide. listen to the whole thing. it's kinda.. scary.. the first time, but then very cathartic. the "fuck yrself some more" part makes me cream myself (or not, i fucking hate that phrase.. but ya know. it's a nice release) 03.21.03 » josh's webpage .. which would technically be mine since i made it for him .. still exists. 03.21.03 » happy first day of the rest of your life.. and SPRING. 03.20.03 » i won more things on ebay, 53 dollars worth in fact. this, this, these, & of course these. 03.20.03 » i'm glad the new diaryland server is up, but it fucked up a bunch of my diary.. 03.20.03 » it's not often i have much to say about any top-40 music, but HOLY SHIT at how amazing evanescence is. too beautiful for any words, just buy Fallen. 03.20.03 » NOW AVAILABLE: the first scarling 7" Band Aid Covers hte Bullet Hole. 7 inch record, red vinyl, produced by chris vrenna with artwork by mark ryden, Sympathy For the Record Industry label. 03.19.03 » i updated my website a whole bunch.. 03.19.03 » HAH to YOU, ebay fuckers! be all happy that you outbid me on these but have fun paying over $20, while i just bought the same ones for HALF THAT PRICE! HAH! karma rocks. 03.19.03 » should possibly be my theme song. 03.19.03 » to quote mark's remark on the current le tigre mp3: "is this japanese?" 03.19.03 » today i found this taped to the windowsill right next to my computer, and i have no idea what's going on. it seems to be a piece of a coloring book and something about it is vaguely familiar, but i must have placed it there when i was drunk or high or POSSESSED because I HAVE NO CLUE ABOUT IT. if anybody knows, tell me. 03.19.03 » FUCK ALL OF THESE EBAY ASSHOLES THAT INSIST ON OUTBIDDING ME. first the tee shirt. now these and these. now go ahead. just try to outbid me on the last thing i'm winning - this and i swear i'll fucking hunt you down by your username and... do something really drastic. such as STEAL THE SHIRT FROM YOU!! "mwah". 03.19.03 » no one signs my guestbook anymore. k3wl! 03.19.03 » i am "saint barbie" (<3 my favorite ar-teest <3) 03.18.03 » NEW MP3 up.. The Empty by Le Tigre. 'cos.. for one thing, it seems appropriate to have a kathleen hanna song up when she is my current layout. for another thing, it's one of my all-time favorite bands. for another thing, it's one of my favorite songs by them even though i'm not sure why. for another thing, it's just DAMN GOOD AND YOU SHOULD DOWNLOAD IT. 03.18.03 » random fact of the moment... i have this thing (inversion table) in my living room and do it every day after my yoga. it feels soo good. 03.18.03 » FUCK whatever jerface keeps outbidding me on this. forget it, i'm not spending over 30.00 fucking dollars on a TEE-SHIRT. 03.18.03 » from the icon to the entry to the current music to the comments, everything about this amuses me. 03.17.03 » i joined a bunch more fanlistings because a bunch of the old ones i was a part of just led me to 404 pages... So if you are here looking for the codes, they are here (or click "fanlistings" under the first "__Agitated" menu) 03.17.03 » completes my life. 03.17.03 » it was time for a new layout, and i must admit that i adore it. featuring kathleen hanna as julie ruin, with both le tigre & julie ruin lyrics scattered about. you know it owns you <3 03.16.03 » the song i am forever quoting. 03.16.03 » FAKE, but more importantly - NOT FUNNY AT ALL. 03.16.03 » i enjoy updating renee's journal. see? 1.2. 03.15.03 » HOT. (renee & lydia be next to me .. they agree) 03.14.03 » new mp3 up. bring me to life, by evanescence. it sounds sort of like linkin park with a chick - but YES I LIKE LINKIN PARK (call the teen-angst-rock-rap police) - and sort of like lacuna coil. it's not fabulous quality, plus it features paul mccoy of 12 stones, a band i'm not too fond of.. but still. it's an awesome song. you want to download it. 03.14.03 » i did this again, and came out like this .. but maybe i am nothing like that at all, it's just how i feel inside. i made a boyfriend too. 03.14.03 » mary bell 03.13.03 » i am leo who swallowed some tacks! ..oooh, i love that poem! 03.13.03 » i think i used to dream of this. except with marilyn manson or daniel johns or something. 03.12.03 » here's another thing you should hear: think of england . look down. or go there and click mp3 for that song. 03.12.03 » p.s. about the mp3 thing (See entry below this)- the length of time i'll leave them up is going to vary, so if you want a song then you're best taking it as soon as you see it up. yep. 03.12.03 » okay now look over at the entry box to the right, down to the prev/next menu at the bottom of it. see where it says "MP3"? you should start clicking and downloading from there. 03.12.03 » i visited the famous diary of bobby burgess the other day after like a year without, and all i have to say is that this ..did something to me. 03.12.03 » download:collide-razorsharp 03.11.03 » finally fixed and added to the visuals 03.11.03 » apparently my old friend gavin who i haven't talked to in yeeeaaars got really hot. that's all. 03.11.03 » clone high really is my favorite show ever. 03.10.03 » added a link under the 1st menu to the top 100 sites at diaryland, because APPARENTLY i'm registered there? i don't know if the link will work.. or if any of those voting ones do anymore. oh well. 03.09.03 » wow i fixed the line height of the entry titles (which are always song lyrics if you hadn't caught on yet) so now they are not all bunched together. 03.09.03 » doesn't anyone else in the world adore mary timony?? or tura satana for that matter?! 03.08.03 » ideas for a layout adjustment are in the works. 03.08.03 » and i need to stop starting things with the word AND. 03.08.03 » and i think there are a couple of recent entries that will soon have to be privatized. 03.08.03 » and the reason i keep updating with nothing is because i'm sitting here at my computer trying to type of notes on cash reports for work (yes.. notes.. for work..fuck that) and i keep getting bored with it and wanting to do something online then seeing there is notihng to do so i create my own thing to do such as updating just like i am now- and look, it ends up being worthless. shut me up. 03.08.03 » and i realized that i use cheekin much more as an actual weblog than i do this, since a weblog is theoretically supposed to be a collection of links etc.. But cheekin is just stupidity and this is.. stupid also. 03.08.03 » i spend too much time here . 03.06.03 » BEST LJ ENTRY EVER 03.06.03 » another AIM name: i am a seahorse 03.06.03 » MAY 13TH WILL NEVER COME FAST ENOUGH 03.06.03 » i went through each section under the menu and made sure everything is updated and junk (mainly cliques etc), removed a few things (like extra links which can be all be found on my webpage & bands seen live cause there's too many to keep up with), and also added gossipaddict to my diary links because she linked me and wanted to do a link exchange. whee. 03.06.03 » things i get far too much of a rush off of: 03.05.03 » okay and now everything is back .. 03.05.03 » i think that last night i may have proven that there is such a thing as updating too much. 03.05.03 » BULLSHIT; nothing is showing up in my account. pissed off i am. and with no time to fix it. 03.04.03 » and why, in all the time i have loved voltaire, have i never realized how HOT he is?? 03.04.03 » download it; mirah-archipelago. 03.04.03 » i would like to mention that everyone in the world should be downloading and listening to this song because it is just that fun(ny). plus, i can relate because i used to be mildly obsessed with him. cos, uhm, HELLO. 03.04.03 » i love it when andy doesn't realized i have updated his diary with potentially embarrassing things. 03.04.03 » neewwwwwww lj icons 03.03.03 » updated the cd list again, i'm pretty sure i have far too many. 03.03.03 » updated.. of course. 03.02.03 » seriously now, i think delta dart might be my favorite band in the world. i had downloaded their stuff months ago, but what happens is i always listen to it then forget about it for a month since you can only get 4 mp3's off the site... i am desperately going to need to order the album(s) because it's the epitome of the music i love <3 03.01.03 » after having 72 people take my survey so far, i'm pretty sure that most have not understood that number 3 was sarcasm. i was in a strange mood when i made it.. all i meant was like do you run around going "I'M SO PUNK ROCK" "GOTHER THAN THOU!" or singing nsync's "POP" song... which hopefully no one in the universe does with a straight face, thus the fact that i was kidding. i don't know how to go back and change it now. i want to make another survey.. any ideas for the subject of it?
biggie50187: I HATE HOMESTAR
faded x glitter: WHY??
faded x glitter: ARE YOU KDDING?
biggie50187: no
faded x glitter: why1?!?!?!?!WTF!!!!
biggie50187: hes stupid and not funny
faded x glitter: OMFG FUCK U
Holden: I'm staring to think.. That you don't get me.
Justine: MAYBE I *don't* get you.
Holden: YOU DO! YOU DO GET ME, YOU JUST DON'T WANNA GET ME BECAUSE I AM TOO INTENSIFIED FOR YOU!
so..i got this bird here....
Br4iNd4m4g3: btw, you are not a seahorse, you are a lauren, and no matter how much you wish to be a seahorse, what you wish will never be. DEAL WITH IT. besides is being a lauren THAT bad? seahorses don't have little feet or beautiful eyes............ do they even have eyes? plus i've never seen a seahorse eat cake, HAVE YOU???!?
"Scarling sounds like being French kissed by the most beautiful beings in the world, and then being unable to stop the bleeding. Really alluring yet massive stuff."
"The Addams Family In Wonderland"
"Like the Cure with bigger distortion pedals and a violent case of PMS."
A side :Band Aid Covers The Bullet Hole 3:40
B side: H/C (pronounced H over C ) 2:29
i'm going to upload one mp3 per week or every couple of days to my account and then you can click there to download it. but not avril lavigne or michelle branch or some crap like that.. just different stuff i love and want the rest of the world to hear. that's why i would really really really love it if there were actually people hearing them, cause otherwise i'll just do away with it.
anyway, you should be able to click it and it will come up with the prompt screen to download it. if not, then you just have to go here and find a file on that list which is either a .mp3 or .wav .. and from there you can click to download it or right click and "Save target as" to get it. i don't know, you figure it out yourself. i'll try to update here every time i change the song, so you'll know and don't have to obsessively check. oh yeah not that people read this thing anyway.
p.s., you will be able to tell the song because it'll be in the format: artist.title. currently is the song RAZORSHARP by collide, which has been my favorite song in the entire universe for the past year or so. enjoy!
man-on-telephone: "hi, is lauren VIGG-UH-NOTT-UH there?"
me: "nope, sorry, she's not home right now, bye"