10.29.03 » NEW LIVEJOURNAL LAYOUT!!
10.29.03 » finally redid my error pages.. 404 etc. 10.29.03 » i updated the splash page so that it says something different every time you go to it. choice of 12 options, all from yes i can! which is possibly my forever favorite song. so go refresh it a million times, it's pretty exciting. 10.29.03 » i swear i could just forever rely on jessica's musical taste and i'd be all set. so go here and download I'm Afraid of Who's Afraid of Virginia Wolfe if you want a really good song. yeah then you might also want to read this. 10.28.03 » i changed the 'good/bad' popup sections in the about me section. they used to be chronological, now i grouped things together semantically so i think it makes a little more sense. 10.28.03 » i have a problem losing my shower caps because i let them fall on the heater and they melt. 10.27.03 » wow i am loving this. 10.27.03 » Te audire no possum. Musa sapientum fixa est in aure. 10.26.03 » fire pictures 10.26.03 » just in case anyone was wondering about the dead man i saw who'd hung himself (cause i do)... it's still under investigation and his name hasn't been released! 10.26.03 » saw marcio today (!) and it made me LONG for brazilian chocolates. (insert drooling) 10.26.03 » AMAZON WISHLIST UPDATED! 10.25.03 » i miss etienne so i turned it into art 10.25.03 » coming soon: updating of my amazon.com wishlist!! so be prepared to buy me things. ((KIDDING)) but that thing really is so outdated. 10.25.03 » i need Hannah Fury mp3s, i need them NOW. please? And Sarah Slean too. Oh oh, and Vaux. And The birthday Massacre. Oh god where are these things for my listening pleasure? (i don't have kazaa anymore.. fuck me) 10.24.03 » if anyone can ever find me more bunchie pictures, i will be forever indebted to you. 10.24.03 » 2003 folder in the photos has been reuploaded.. "mansonshow" ones are newest. wow. 10.22.03 » look, no offense, but if i have to read "elliot smith was found dead...self-inflicted stab wound...34 yrs old" one more time, i'm going to leave you a comment saying SHUT UP. write your personal feelings and philosophies on it all you want, but stop just announcing it. those of us who liked him will know, so STOP. STOP STOP STOP. 10.22.03 » I added more, under the "I MAKE STUFF" heading. cause, ya know, I do. make stuff. sometimes. it's all silly. 10.21.03 » you know, i recall reading in someone's livejournal.. about that newest Three Doors Down song ("i'm here without you.." etc) ...she said the guy wrote that song about his wife then awwwwed about how cute that is. and i've been wondering if i'm such a cold-hearted bitch and that's why i'm totally unimpressed by that little "cute" fact. but then it dawned on me that it doesn't mean much cause- well, if he's married, then who else really WOULD he be writing it about? And i guess i just hate that we are all so used to these manufactured pop hits from people with a new love once a month that they just write generic songs that can apply to anyone. So when there's actually a love song dedicated to someone who's more than a fleeting flame (i.e. they are married here), then we're supposed to be all "OH GOD THAT'S SO OUT OF THE ORDINARY AND ADORABLE!! YAY FOR HIM!!" lame. 10.20.03 » added some collages (4 of them).. i was in an i-hate-the-world state of mind, so. enjoy!! 10.19.03 » new layout is up and everything should be working, but now I still have a lot more content that needs to be added so make sure you check back, etc. link me ! And tell me so i link you back. <3 10.18.03 » halloween costume decision made: a pirate. a SEXY one. plundering o'er thee seas. 10.18.03 » tonight i found out that I get a 10% discount at charlotte russe, because I work in the mall: this could be my ultimate downfall. at least, for my wallet it could be. 10.18.03 » this whole Steve Bartman thing makes me HATE HUMANITY. this is the point at which i imagine aliens arriving and being really confused when they see how we treat overzealous fans (you know, to the point they have to enter the WITNESS PROTECTION PROGRAM). ri-DICK-u-lous. 10.18.03 » i could list to (and look at) THIS all day. 10.18.03 » BACK AND BETTER THAN EVER: 10.15.03 » britney spears lookalike! 10.14.03 » I applied at thefanlistings.org to run a fanlisting for Black Eyes. Whether it's approved or not, I'm making it though. So go buy their cd so you can fall in love with them and then join :) 10.13.03 » my livejournal now has a new friends-only photo.. 10.13.03 » oops, I did it again. 10.13.03 » so i go through the tollbooth many many times a week, late at night (between 1-2 a.m.) and usually the same guy is working- but never shows any sign of recognition or friendliness. Now, Josie worked at the toll booths and said sometimes people would expect her to remember them and she didn't.. which is understandable when you see so many people. But FINALLY tonight the man recognized me ! Said I'm always going through at this time at night, and shouldn't i get an earlier shift (had to explain it's not work, it's the boyfriend).. Yup. 1:26 a.m. 10.11.03 » TONIGHT I PUT JOHN ON FRIENDSTER! 10.09.03 » NEW LAYOUT IS UP :D new photos. more song lyrics. extra mp3. more links randomly throughout. LJ icons are not yet up but will be. Possibly AIM ones too, soon. 10.08.03 » watch me directly link one of my own images and know that from now on, this is what you'll get: 10.08.03 » WHAT IS SO HARD TO UNDERSTAND? DO NOT DIRECTLY LINK TO ANY OF MY IMAGES, DO NOT STEAL MY BANDWIDTH. On a related note, it's not as if I don't also recognize my own images when they're uploaded to a new server, but whatever. 10.07.03 » this will be included in the new layout coming, but i'll say it now just so it's been said-- i AM going to require credit if somebody uses one of my lj icons... and they are ONLY to be used in one of those journalling services (lj, deadjournal, ujournal, greatestjournal, etc). those in which you upload the icon from your own computer. DO NOT STEAL BANDWIDTH BY DIRECTLY LINKING TO THEM. thanks <3 10.07.03 » yo who is "verbal vomit" here & using not only the Kill Rock Stars icon I made for my LJ community, but also a rip off of my screen name (im rad like whoa) ??? 10.07.03 » to quote TONY BROWN on something i deeply agree with!: "Is there something wrong with me because I don't care about the Red Sox? I just see professional sports as another form of Big Business, and try as I might, I just can't bring myself to cheer for Big Business." SERIOUSLY. 10.07.03 » i'm already making a new layout for deformative.net. sick, right? featuring deborah harry, & it's a sweet layout too if i do say so myself. Here's the thing about her... growing up, i thought she was the most beautiful human being alive. i didn't even really know about Blondie, but i would watch things about her on vh1, etc, just because i thought she was so great. kinda stupid. and anyway. 10.06.03 » got this article from jessica's livejournal: 10.03.03 » THIS is the epitome of the worst thing ever. (download the MP3 at the bottom). i understand the message it makes me feel nothing but disgust. 10.03.03 » also changed the splash page of deformative - no more image. everyone has an image and i couldn't find a non-cliche one, and besides.. the one i had was my own neck and one gets sick of seeing oneself. 10.03.03 » my friendster profile has been updated.. more importantly, i think i want to go leave testimonials for the people i have listed as friends, since i never seem to do that. yeah, maybe . . toomorro..ow.. 10.02.03 » i added livejoural icons to the "you" section. they are nothing great- just things i've cropped. i plan to make some actually nice ones and touch things up, but feel free to take what's there if you actually want to. i also want to add aim buddy icons too. 10.01.03 » deformative (the actual song) is now uploaded, so you can understand where the site title came from. I think i'm just going to permanently leave it up. i'll get around to adding it to the webpage for download, but for the time being you can get it here. 10.01.03 » layout archive is updated, including version 37 and version 38 which were never seen -- that's right, I coded entire pages that i didn't end up using = 10.01.03 » DEFORMATIVE.NET IS NOW OPEN! 10.01.03 » first i just want to post this so i may frequently observe it: 
(Casper, Wyoming) Anti-gay preacher Fred Phelps has announced intentions to erect a monument to Matthew Shepard the gay college student brutally murdered five years ago near Laramie.
But, the monument will be no memorial. Phelps says the monument would be 5 to 6 feet tall and made of marble or granite. It would bear a bronze plaque bearing the image of Shepard and have an inscription reading "MATTHEW SHEPARD, Entered Hell October 12, 1998, in Defiance of God's Warning: 'Thou shalt not lie with mankind as with womankind; it is abomination.' Leviticus 18:22."
The monument would be erected in downtown Casper, Shepard's home town.
Phelps has sent details of the monument to the city of Casper city council and there may be nothing the city can do to prevent it.
Phelps said he intends to put up the monument in City Park, already the location of a controversial statue of the Ten Commandments.
The Ten Commandments statue was donated to the city by the Fraternal Order of the Eagles in 1965.
After a court battle over a similar monument in the city of Ogden, the 10th Circuit Court of Appeals ruled that any city that displays a Ten Commandments monument on public property must also allow monuments espousing the views of other religions or political groups on that same property.
Phelps told Casper council in his letter that if it attempts to prevent him from erecting the homophobic monument he's prepared to go to court.
"That is exactly what I said would happen," said Councilwoman Barb Watters. She said she warned the city when it accepted the Ten Commandments statue that the city risked other monuments advocating anti-Semitism and hatred of other minorities.
''I think the hate language will find a very cold reception in this community,'' councilor Paul Bertoglio said. ''I think this community's backbone is going to come up and say 'We are not going to accept it.'''
The city council is looking at several options, one is fighting Phelps in court, another is moving the Ten Commandments out of the park, and yet another proposal would be to sell the land the park is on.
Phelps says he doesn't care what the city decides. If he is unable to put the statue in City Park he said he will find another location in the city.
During Shepard's funeral members of Phelps' Westoboro Baptist Church demonstrated in front of the chapel.